Lying here, thinking about today.
My attempt to socialize more.
Normally thats not hard for me.
Yet, when I try to be friendly with other women, they tend to blow me off. That’s what happened today, again.
I tried to see just the positives, to not let it get to me, but it did.
I think I’m a kind person and willing to help if I can. I’m concerned with others.
Younger people sometimes open up to me with their problems but women my own age or older tend to ignore me like I’m not even there. It’s hurtful.
I know I shouldn’t care what others think. I just always thought that aspect of my life would change as I got older but it really hasn’t.
So this is me.
I am not perfect.
I have trust issues.
I’m make mistakes.
I have goals and aspirations.
I can be your do or die friend until the end.
I can be your enemy and competition.
I can be a pushover and let you walk all over me.
I can also push you down and step on you.
I never intend to hurt people but will defend myself if I need to.
I worry about everything, including you.
I’m not afraid to walk away.
I want honesty, integrity, and happiness because life is too short and time is too precious to waste.
Thank you for stopping by.
Have a great week!