July 5, 2020 Loss. 😔*Just got word of a very young relatives passing.*A parent should never have to endure the unimaginable pain of that loss. There isn’t even a word to describe it.*Things are not guaranteed in life.*We go through each day in a hurry when we should enjoy each moment.*Waking each morning to a … Continue reading Loss
"The voices that have been crying in the dark for too long are finally being heard not only here but around the world."
It’s October 1, 2019. Yesterday, I finally closed another chapter in my life. I moved out of the home we had for the last three years. The home my ex-husband rented about 7 months before he passed away. I made a promise to my two youngest kids to stay in the house until they graduated … Continue reading Positivity
June 16, 2019 I’m 48 years old. That’s weird for me to say and hear. When I was a kid, I didn’t believe that I would still be alive in the year 2020. Now here it is 2019 and in less than 6 months it will be 2020. So many changes and pain to have … Continue reading True Blue – Closing a chapter.
June 15, 2019 It’s June 15th, today is my oldest child’s birthday. I look at my kids and I remember the hope that I felt when I had them. Hope that I was raising individuals that would change the world. There is still time to see if that comes true or not. I help to … Continue reading Time for change – Observations on society
11 days may not seem long. 11 days of nights. 11 morning dawns. 11 missed days to care. 11 days of time. 11 moments to share. 11 chances to become strong. 11 days for love. 11 opportunities gone. 11 days of feeling low. 11 feels like forever. 11 times of "I don't know." 11 "I … Continue reading 11 by Suzanne Allen
The year is coming to a close. So many changes occurred in 2018 for me. Sometimes, I sit back and think about everything that I went through. Happiness, sadness, joy, reminiscence, and some awe-inspiring moments, thoughts that make tears come to my eyes. I look back at the last 4 years and still feel some of … Continue reading Finding Serenity
That bewitching hour arrives once more. Darkness surrounds. Closed windows and doors. Lying awake, staring into the black. Thoughts tumbling over and over. Stress and anxiety start to react. Peace splintered once more. Nothing new to the mind. Been here before. Words carelessly are thrown about. What is it this time? Self-sabotage or self-doubt? Doesn't … Continue reading Tears in the Dark by Suzanne Allen
August 21, 2018 State of Emotion – Fear: Jealously and Mistrust reaction I was looking through previous posts and realized how far I have come from that very first entry over 3 years ago. The idea for this blog was going to be about cake decorating, sugar art, and related topics. The first writings were … Continue reading State of Emotion – Fear: Jealously and Mistrust reaction
July 5, 2018 It’s a hot Thursday evening, middle of the summertime. I was lying there this afternoon thinking about the conversation I had with my online relationship. We have a lot of miscommunication between us. Partly due to our cultural differences and partly because of the age gap but we continue striving toward a … Continue reading A moment away…